Sunday, September 13, 2009

I've lost it

Apparently, I have lost it.

I lost the dance groove in me.
My body cant seem to execute the moves and all I'm concentrating on is to catch my breath!!
When did this ever happen!?@?!

I love to dance and feel a sense of happiness when I dance around.
I get transported to another dimension and all confidence just oozes out.
Got a belly? I dont care! I just dance and dont care what other think~

But today, i was so darn concious of my belly, my body, myself.
I cant even follow the simplest moves and it really felt really horrible.
Confidence hit the lowest level.

I still love to dance and would to continue this passion.
Is it too long a break? or issit age getting the better of me?
I will perserve on to see......

I think right now, my confidence level is at all time low.
The other day, was approached by this guy at bugis.
of cos i kindly rejected, but first thought that came to my mind....is this guy trying to pull a fast one on me?
Trying to fool me?

Gosh, when did i ever ever ever felt this way?
Last time, even 2 months back, when i got approached i acted all haughty and proud.
Now im like shit.

Project Confidence. I have given myself 3 months to accomplish certain mission.
Its a must do or die.