Thursday, August 28, 2008

it's a private affair

I guess there're many reasons to making this blog private.

This blog was initially set up to entertain myself and as a diary to myself.

From this moment forth, I shall blog more about my inner and deeper thoughts.
Which sometimes can be quite scary and cruel.

I don't know but growing up can be quite a scary thing.
You get to learn the uglier dirtier side; in friends, in colleagues, in strangers.
You become more skeptical and more weary of everyone and everything
All the goods diminish and the bads magnified.

I am scared of growing up.
I'm slowly becoming a different person, taking on a different persona.
Yet despite all these, I wish to grow up.

one confused soul~

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Counting Down


Counting down to my independence!!

Shall start packing up and embrace myself for the brighter future~ woot woot!

I'm giving up a lot of things by taking this step.

I hope the sacrifice is well worth.

Well, I shall make it all worth!

Let's all cheers for a new start!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Monday, August 18, 2008


Its really nice to have a "boyfriend".

A friend i exploit and can treat as my part-time "boyfriend".
It felt good that I can throw tantrums at and then get pampered.
Its nice being offered rides although island-apart.

However, I thought to myself. I want a boyfriend for all the wrong reasons.

So right now, I guess I'm staying single~

But the feeling is oh-so-nice~

Thank you, my friend.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Elias Green

Yes, call me nuts but this is where i will be coming september.
All are free to drop by (with house warming gifts of course). teehee~

Don't ask me what brought me to this decision.
But decision has been made, and now I'm going to enjoy every bit of it!!
I'm slowly seeing my direction in life....or maybe not~

Living life to the fullest~!

Tuesday, August 05, 2008


just a shout out to all that i am still alive!!!!!!!