Sunday, September 18, 2005

Streeeeeessssss

sigh.....seriously thinking of booking settlers.....my mum lah....make the BBQ prep sound like some huge chore. and come to think of it...yes. its so hard preparing for 20 ppl with friends....let alone me preparing for 30+ 40 ppl all by myself~! grrrrrr.....and the bbq pit here is so dark..... and the thought of raining on that day...it just freaks me out...... my mummy says have it at like some steamboat place like seoul garden or marina south....argh~!@?#

aiyah...see how it goes tomorrow....

and the thought of them going to korea without me AGAIN pisses me off~!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr.................... its been like 2 or 3 years since i last sat on an airplane....and they and my sis, flying here and there~!!!! grrr...spend so much money on plane tickets...... and this time its my grandmama's 80th birthday party.....so the whole family will be there....ALL EXCEPT ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *groans* hmph~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie...im just PMS-ing.......whats new...haha...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Birthday Partee

yippeee~! finally decided to have a simple BBQ or catering( if the function room is available, but i seriously doubt so) hopefully, my new house can book~!! cos my mum says the amenities there are fantabulous......but we have yet to receive our ammenities card. how dumb is that. and my new house has no furniture no nothing. i dunno if there is even water. although i remembering mummy and daddy settling that stuff. so most prolly having BBQ at my old place. provided its not fully booked. but my old place BBQ facility sucks....firstly, its very dark. secondly, not much seats to sit. thirdly, it just sux...haha

sigh...the thing now is, if i hold it on a saturday evening, my darling 2 friends, eva and jiali, cant make it. together with some others. WAIT, if u guys dunno about this party, the thing is, i dint even started inviting. so its not you are not invited. of cos everyone is invited...:D i am stumped. tried booking aloha chalet, but cant...cos too late. then the ntuc chalet.....i tried using the amore promotions. sent in my resevation, can only hear from them 3 days later. so right now, i seriously have no idea what to do.

i wanted to hold it in the afternoon, but even more ppl wont be able to make it. my working friends and some engine year 1s.....cos of the stoopid statics test. hahaha... yeeeeks...horror....statics test~!!!!! test in holidays~! hahaha...how fun....heard they have physics test on friday~! and statics on saturday~?!@#? *laugh my buttocks off* hahahahaha......

now the thing is inviting ppl and settling the food, the theme, the decorations, the guestbook.....etc......IM HIRING PARTY COORDINATORS~!!!! send in your resume...kekekeke....

i seriously wanted to hold my birthday at macdonalds.....but after all the "HUH" reactions i got......i gave up that thought. OH YAH~! suddenly remember hafta go order cake~!

okies...just went asking ppl around and surfing for cakes. most prolly go for coffeebean cakes or cake-avenue. or mandarin hotel one....they got fantabulous cakes......but on the ex side....nah...still go with coffeebean...cheap and cheap. haha.... i wanna see the secret's receipe's cake leh...but i cant find their website...their banana choco.....woooo...*drool* ate it at xiaoling's party...and yum yum...

as for the invites list....i have no idea who to invite. my ideal number would be 35...not too many not too little....but eva and jiali was like saying invite more....haha...but a bit weird rite? invite those not close ppl.....my primary school friend suddenly msg me out of the blue to her party...and i was like....ermmm???? i haven met her in like years loh~!! anyway, it was yesterday...and i dint go...kekeke....

im so busy asking ppl if they are free now this blog is never going to finish. okies....shall end here....

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Drained...

im seriously drained...and i dunno how long more i can take this. enthusiasm has gone from 80% to a flat 0%... really very draining....dunno why. and its like everything is piling up. my positive thinking is gone....my whole body is heavy.....just feel like retreating to somewhere to clear my mind.....sleeping doesn't help. it just adds on to my guilt. hip hop lessons, something i looked forward to last time, is more of a chore....nothing seem to interest me anymore...

its like running a marathon.....a losing one that is....sprinting from the start, and now, my body can no longer carry on at the same pace....and you just have this very strong urge to give up. its mind over body, i know.....but right now, my mind is exhausted too.... i dunno from what, but its exhausted. thank goodness the mid-semester break is coming...if not, i will just collaspe, and be like the old me. skipping lectures without the slightest feeling of guilt. i told myself, i wont be like the old lazy me. i told myself to accept new things. i told myself to take the difficult route if it means moulding me into a better person. i told myself i must be strong. i told myself many things.....and now, my body is telling me to give up....

NAH.....i just need my massage....to circulate my body...then in no time i will be feeling 100% again! ok...maybe not 100%...but 80%? well, make that 85%...:)

yay~! i bought a american eagle trackpants~! its sooooo cool....and its sooo comfy...and its sooooo on sale~! kekeke...i love cheap things.....they are selling it for US$29.95 after their discount...its original price was US$34.50~!!! and guess how much i bought it for~!!!! * drum rolls* $19.90~!!!!!!!! and in sing dollars~!!!!! kekeke...i love good bargains.....:D wooohooo~!!!! wanted to buy more stuffs, but hafta control....kekekeke....:D

US has so many nice clothes...i cant wait to get to canada.....but canada....im not so sure....my boots........*Dreams* heehee....

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Song Guessing....

okieS~! song guessing time.....im addicted to this band......im so living in the 1980s.....is that enough of a clue? hahaha.....okie, im growing old......all these oldies and slow love song just makes me feel nice. no longer the HOLLABACK girl...haha....no no no...im not depressed or thinking about the past or anything~! im very very happy with my life right now! but these songs....are so so nice. but for someone who is rejected, dejected or whatsoever, i think refrain from reading and listening to the songs....haha...


Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending

Chorus:
Just when I thought I was over you
Just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you
hahaha...yes, air supply......i know, they are super old.....but so so nice~! here's another.....aiyah.....decided not to post liaoz......making my entry super long.....but here is the chorus of the all-time fav.....all out of love....
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Ideal Sunday Afternoon...

nothing beats spending a rainy sunday morning with a cuppa coffee by the window....my ideal sunday morning....just appreciating the nature in a rocking chair (ok...it need not be rocking) with my loved one, drinking a cuppa hot coffee/cocoa by the window. it will be splendid if its raining....lovely, just plaing lovely......

okie...the scenery from my room isnt exactly nice....but it was a nice serene sunday afternoon....until i had to do my work...grrrrr......

i found out that i had a great bargain at the vanity fair~! i bought 2 stila lip stick/tint and this tommy girl body cream~!
guess how much this cream costs at the vanity fair!!!$16 ~!! sixteen frigging bucks~! sooooo cheap. although i had no need for any body cream, it was just too good an offer to miss.

being curious and stuff, i peeled off the tag to see whats the actual price....couldnt really seee......so i struggled and struggled under the sunlight, under the table light...and vooooola~! $42~!!!!!!!!! can see the price tag annot??? aiyah...its not clear....but wow~!!!! lemme count the discount.....61.9%~! hahaha......i will never buy a body cream for $42 bucks~! but wow~! look at the discount i got~! i felt soooo happy and contented~! heeheee...getting a good bargain always makes me happy...:) i go for cheap thrills....

okies, got my keys to my new house....

yeah...its a cheap condo.... at where????

near woodlands~!! which means its sooooo near amore~!!! haha...but its sooooo far from school~!!!!!! anyway, not sure whats my parents' plans are. either renting out my current house or the new house. for me, both has its pros and cons....but the new house has a oven....i can bake bake bake~!!!!!! haha.....

oh yah....have no idea what hair style to change into....below are a few of my considerations...

1. this looks like a japanese perm....nice ah.......and jap perms are not as damaging to the hair....but it can only last for like 2months...

2. this is a ceramic perm......like no diff from the on top one eh....

3. all time favorite....rebonding....haha....bao's new image....wooohooo..cute ah...shall i just go back and rebond my hair? but it drops my hair like nobody's business~!or shall i go for the rocker-chic image? kekeke....


wow...this looks nice tooo~!!! her hair looks nice.... okie....i "kop" them from this online forum....haha...but nice rite?


grrrrr....still cant make up my mind~!!!!!