Thursday, June 30, 2005

Pampering is good for the soul...:)

yeah~! after nice aerobics ( which i nearly died halfway due to stomach ache), went for a steambath.....woohooo...heaven...i love steambath..it makes me feel as if my whole body is being steamed. what a nice cleansing process~!

my muscles were aching these past few days. i over-exerted myself....so went for my massage session.....omg...heavenly......but it was super painful...especially my tail-bone area(above tail-bone). and when i went to read the chart....that area is the ermmm......something to do with fertility and stuffs....am i not going to have baby~?!@#

now i feel so much refreshed. but guilty for eating fatty chicken....my diet isnt going too well. and i have been craving sooo much for some strawberry cheesecake/ cake or some sweet pastries thaat i went mad and bought 1 box of fiesta cheesecake....great...now i keep eating and eating till i have tummyache...

suddenly in no mood to blog.

THE END

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Worries over blog template

boooo...cant get a decent nice template. so many ideas as to how my blog should look like, but limited knowledge depriving me of this... how i wish i am some html freak/nerd.

so, right now, shall settle for something simple and white. feeling pretty serene these few days. but as much as i like white, it doesnt suit me. cute, pure and innocent stuffs totally dont go well with my image. im more of the dark side. issit something to do with my character?

there is this sweet song which conveys what i really feel and i hope to sing this song to my special someone.

realised i've grown. and each day i learn something about myself, be it good or bad. im not idling my time away this holiday, fyi. i have been doing much self-reflection and trying to find what i want in life. and at the same time, setting small goals for myself.

one thing i've learnt is to be frugal. cant spend my money on everything i want. must save up for rainy days. and i am starting to realise the difference between need and wants. wants are things i can live without. i am not rich, so i cant always have my wants. cant always have good, expensive meals. cant always buy the nice bags. it sux, but handling it quite well. im struggling whether to buy the GUESS? bag or save that $105 bucks. but i need a long black bag. shall i settle for something cheaper?? okies, shall wait. since im not that fascinated by it.

Initial-D rawks~!


incredible. not a great movie...but its just to my liking....edison is sooooooo cute~!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my gwad~! so so so so cute~!!! and jay chou cant act for nuts......no offence dear jay chou fans...haha

what so great about this movie....well, the fact that i went home and searched info on initial-D....need i speak more? really tickled my interest in fast cars rather than luxury cars....in the past i was a no-no to ah beng sports car....my preference was big big cars. but all that has changed~! well, not totally, i still like big cars, but given money and knowledge, i would really really like to race... and omg~! edison is so so so cute~! my ideal kinda guy......*dreams*

there is so much to cars...from balance to horsepower to suspension blah blah blah.....gosh...im totally in awe~!!! drifting....in the past when kurt told me about drifting and his stoopid subaru wrx and blah blah blah i was like...wth~! chao ah beng~! but now, wow~! really amazed at how fun and intriguing racing can be~!

tried out the drifting racing game on this website http://www.initialdthemovie.com/ and wow, my finger hurts....but i found out one thing...i sux at it~! hahaha......so inspired to get my driving license and all the more inspired to be a good car designer~!

okies, now for doggie/animal lovers~! or people who just likes to pamper yourself~! this nice charity event at heeren from wednesday to thursday~! an express manicure with 2 nail art at just $10....okie, normal price but help these homeless animals....and wh0 says guys cant go for manicure~!! must be like charles, who ask me to help him paint his nails hot pink~! haha....


thanks to ho kiat (if u are reading this) for the vcds u burnt for me~!!! and it was really very sweet of u to offer to go buy hot drinks...soo soo sweet....i was freezing like mad in the cinema. why? cos i was wearing sleeveless plus shorts~!!!! how bad can it get?~! kaes, off i go to watch my show~!!!!! and jiali, i wanna borrow the initial-D~!!!! yes, u can say that im crazee......oooh...fast cars, handsome boys....yum yum....

one thing to comment: school kids are such a pain in the **** . cant watch a decent movie with them around.... walking to and fro with loud footsteps. talking sooooooooo loudly on the phone~!!!! grrrr~!!! wanted to scold this dumb guy who was speaking soooo loudly on the phone~!!!!!!! but i tolerated.....in the past i would have made a loud shsshing sound and the *chek* sound...but i guess i have become more tolerant.....okies, good thing jiali laughed it off, making the whole situation kinda amusing....

wat a whole new cinema experience~! hahaha.....

and school kids nowadays should not be allowed to carry handphones~!!! grrrrr..... well, they have all the rights to carry a handphone provided they are mature enough to distinguish when to use or when not to~! come to think of it, even irresponsible adults cant even distinguish that, let alone a small school kid... good parents gives proper upbringing....bad parents ---> bad kids --> worse grandchildren.....wonder how the world will be like a few decades later....disaster...

okie, new resolution: to speak better and proper english. grammar-wise and articulation-wise...but i am not going to care how i write, at least not in this blog. i dont have a colourful vocabulary and here is where i write what i want to write whichever way i like....my friends tell me i speak differently when presentation time or stuffs like that. i guess its my sub-conscious mind working....trying to sound impressive...haha.....and i got the highest mark in my class for 'O' levels prelims in English oral and got praised by my english teacher~! *beams* hahaha....but sadly, dint do well for the actual 'O' levels, the examiner said i talked too loudly..not surprising huh.....(mailto:*&^#@^#(@!#&*$()!= hmph~! i can live with that~! talking loudly makes on have more confidence? i heard this from somewhere....maybe cos of my lack of confidence i speak so loudly all the time...haha...but i dont like it when people speaks so softly to me...i rather loud and clear. i hate to "huh?" and having the person repeat him/herself.

my body is dying from aerobics....my back is killing me.....darn, the instructor was so fierce...i had to act enthu...:( well, at least they are giving away free soya bean drink~! tomorrow i shall 'steal' some home...haha...provided i can walk tomorrow....

okies...no time to waste...time for my vcd~!!!

Monday, June 27, 2005

my ambition: car designer

i want to be a car designer.

i know nuts about car specs and design and everything. but yes, that what i want to be. a car designer. so far, thats the most appealing thing to me within my study scope. fluid mechanics. i like it. but i sux at it. strange. u dont always excel in what u like to do.

take basketball for example. many guy may like the sports, but to excel in it is another thing. issit lack of training? or issit lack of talent?

Movie Reviews:
1. Madagascar: A typical dumb animation. not too bad. good for just a dumb laugh. not much storyline. 2.5/5 popcorns

2. Batman Begins: A relatively interesting movie. The story plot is not too confusing for me to understand. Nice sound effects. Visual effects, not too impressive. Room for improvement. Guess i went in with too high expectations. 3/5 popcorns

okies...only manage to see 2 movies. wanna watch initial-d, but i wanna buy the vcd~! cos its a car show rite??? then i can learn more about cars and be more inspired~!!!!

birthday planning....hmmm....thinking of having...yes, a plain old boring chalet. at least its better than nothing rite? i thought of only inviting close friends....so only ending up around 20+ people....but as i wrote my list of invites, the list seem to get bigger and bigger.... what are birthdays anyway...maybe i will just book a table in a restuarant and celebrate it with my close friends....maybe nothing....still considering.... luckily my birthday falls in the week where there is a term break. but my birthday isnt a holiday....aiyah.....what so great about 21sts anyway......

i seem to have nothing to do but to blog and complain and whine.... but who cares~! starting tomorrow, amore.....i feel very itchy...feel like exercising....like excess energy in me...haha....shall blast it off tomorrow in my aerobics class... please be a nice and easy instructor...not the kick-boxing one.....*crosses finger*
hey hey hey, back from my monthly PMS schedule... well, still recovering from post-MSing so bear with me...:)

i saw something so sweet i was sooo sweetened~! this korean program rawks~! its this variety programme where the hosts goes to different high schools in korea and have this ring(something like boxing ring) where students can apply to go on it to say whatever they want to whomever they want. then there was this cute guy..... he is soooo sweet~! he actually called up this girl ( a year older than he is) and proposed to her~! but the way he did it is soooo innocent and cute it just melts me...... well, i must admit i get blown away easily by sweet talkers, provided i can see the sincerity in their eyes......looking back, i dont recall such incidents happening to me...some cute junior professing his love for me and stuffs....now im too old for all these...or am i not? now i understand the term sweet 16....everything sweet happens then....what was i doing when i was 16??? right....STUDYING...haha...okie, just bowled over by this cute guy in the show. haha...im still young to have crushes~! but....no crushes.... still remember the times in secondary school where almost every girl had a crush. i was no exception. those were the days man, i tell u...:)

shall i join o-week? still considering...if im joining, why am i joining? to re-live the past? i guess the most memorable part of my last year's hols was o-camp and all its preparations. it was there, that i met great people. it was there, that i tasted fun...and of cos it was my virgin night at newsroom bar....woohoo...it just rocked. o-week, although fun, was lacking something for me...guess not being in the comm was one thing....and my freshies running away and not turning up is another thing.. pretty de-moralizing....wonder if its going to happen again if i join as councillor. this year o-camp turnout was not too good. hopefully the o-week turnout would be better....we really need help for the rag day~! dont u love such events. but i hate losing and being dissed on such events. its like engin is so powerless last year. hope this year will turn out great and we beat biz ad flat down~!

okie, so the point is, shall i join o-week? or just go there and crash. cant seem to find the appropriate reason for joining. i like fun...i like people.....i like noise~! but i dislike responsibility, i dislike commitment, i dislike sacrifices....okie, if 5 or more of my friends are joining, i shall join. period

Sunday, June 26, 2005


hahaha...hey mr birthday boy aka clement~! well, i guess u wont get to see this any time soon....cos u will be boarding the plane and stuffs...but anyway, u already received it anyway, just wanna post it on my blog to make u feel special~! cos u do make me feel special....thanks for giving up your surfing just to accompany me...and of course for tolerating miss HardToPlease....i know it sux spending your birthday alone overseas. i once had to spend it being ditched on my birthday~! haha....hey, whatever the case is, happy birthday~! and save me those cheesecake~!!!! call me when u reach singapore kaes???? *muacks* and dont forget my birthday kaes..u better fly back during your september holiday or something....or else......

Friday, June 24, 2005

yes, i suffer from a pretty serious case of PMS...nothing to be proud of and nothing to be ashamed of. its something hard to control. hormones acting up.... and im so bad at controlling my emotions.....

as norah jones' music fills my ears, the mood im feeling now is moody. jazzy music tends to make me feel ermmm.... comfortable and soothing but at the same time hits the emotional part of me. ever heard a sad song or a certain song and it just affects u? makes u cry ?makes u feel nostalgic?

dunno what im talking about....words cant express how i feel right now.....and i dont wish to write too much here. so un-private and so naked.

this da vinci book is getting more and more interesting. and its really tickling me. wonder whats the whole great secret they are gonna reveal. no spoilers please.

sometimes i wish i can go back in history and hope to undo the things ive done. i hate living with regrets. but my life is full of regrets.

stoopid blog tempate. the pictures disappeared. something with i gotta host the pictures or something.....boo them~!

why do guys like loving, caring, understanding, gentle, soft-spoken, etc etc etc girls? all chauvinist pigs...haha....they wanna be the all supreme and protect and 'rule' over the girl... well, actually chauvinistic guys are kinda cute. at least they know what they want and at least they make the decisions~! i like guys making the decisions~! hate indecisive guys....

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....feeling so bored now...kae....back to my book....

Thursday, June 23, 2005

today...i looked myself in the mirror....and to my horror, i saw a ugly girl staring at me....so ugly i got disgusted....while everyone around is trying to beautify themselves.

signed up for amore again today...must start losing weight....hopefully 15kg before my birthday.....its exactly 3 months from now...every month lose 5kg....splendid~! haha....

shall i go expressions?? well, i earned a total of $691.50 from my 9-day translationg job.....and i have spent almost $200 of it already....seriously considering if i should go slimming centres for their "inch-loss" programmes....cos its no point losing weight when your dress size is still the same....well, if u lose weight u will definitely drop a dress size...but i want efficient and i dont want cellulite still drooping....still considering...but most importantly would be my diet and my exercise routines...

wanted to pierce my ears today...went to bedazzle at taka...wooo~! guess how much the darn gold earing costs~! $139~!!! couldnt get the cheap gold plated ones cos i have super sensitive ears....but mummy says she will pay half~! muhahaha....well, dint manage to pierce cos the sales assistant said we gotta buy the earing from the taka branch and go over to wisma to pierce...boo~! wat service is this???? so i will go look for other options... anyone knows where i can get my ears pierced CHEAP and nice~?!?

omg.....my comp is really dying.....no more memory...wonder where all the memories went? must i really reformat my darn comp?? better dont curse my comp else it really break down on me....nice little comppie...

well, tried to put on my false eyelashes today.....i have really got to master it..... really very very hard...anyone knows how? i know my sis knows how..but she is in korea...how to teach~?! and i have yet to master the skill of using a liquid eyeliner.....wow....very hard to control...and the line turns out not-fine...so better stick with pencil or issit crayon eyeliner??? make up can make or break u....so its a skill i should master since im not born pretty...

burberry was having a 50% sale today~!!! i always wanted a burberry polo tee...with the burberry checked pattern showing on the collar....but booo..they only had sleeveless ones...and the black one looked pretty nice...but dint have the checkered pattern....so i decided not to waste mummy's 70 bucks on it....sigh....why cant they sell a decent nice ladies polo tee?~! only full of men's ones....grrrrr....

hmmm...me jiali and eva discussing about....HAIR and HAIRSTYLE...:) jiali still fretting over what to do with her hair......well, i dunno girl...i really dunno..sorry cant help u.... but for me, i guess straight hair would be more versatile as u can have both straight hair and curly hair by just using the hair thongs......maybe dye your hair???? i bet u will look different....a whip of fresh air~! haha

and people with God-given nice hair and face and body...appreciate...there are people like me in this part of this earth who tries hard to achieve what i wasn't blessed with....

right now, im just satisfied and thankful for living in this world....but i still wanna be pretty and slim with nice long hair~!!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tribute to my temporary dog...


star of the day...this hollister baby~! aint it nice??? bought it from TWO:ONE at far east. its a member of P.O.A.....dunno if its the real or the imitation hollister...but it looks nice....the words are glittery and sparkling, just as me like..... bought another skirt.....but when i tried on at home....it was kinda lose.....but that was the smallest available size they had...booo.....will try to tailor it or something....wanted to buy this super nice heart shaped belt~!! but it was super ex....$59.90......only to realise that all big buckle diamond studded belts cost around there.....shall i or not? been spending tooo much....booo.....

the job interview today was pretty bad. firstly, the owner wasnt there, so this girl asked me to fill in a super long form. and she explained to me the job scope: sweep and mop the floor, clean the stuffs there, wash customers feet, distribute phamplets............and the pay will be super low~! grrrrrrr......i gave the not-so-happy cum thanks-for-wasting-my-time look and just politely walked off.....

today, was my first and last walk with my darling "bangwool" it means bubbles/bell in korea. yeah, thats my friend's dog....he was so cute~! whenever i took out his collar with the bell and the leash, he would be so happy and jumping all around~!!!!!!!! he was even more excited than me~!!!! waiting infront of the lift door. and when i teased him that im going back, he would act cute and jump away, hinting that he wanna go for a walk......had such a wonderful time.....him peeing everywhere when he has no pee.....him barking at other dogs till i scold him...hahaha....

just when i was falling in love with him.....just when i find him sooooo adorable.......sigh...i already miss him.....looking at the empty space with no bangwool.....my heart kinda feels empty and i just feel lonely and empty. will really miss the days he kept barking like a mad dog at me...then us becoming friends.....then him just lying there comfortably when i touch his tummy.....and just following everyone of my family members around the house....sigh...

i dont think i ever wanna get myself a dog.....cos i know one day the dog will leave and i dunno how upset i will be..... and when the dog is sick/sad, u will feel even more sad....i guess its like parent-child relationship......i guess thats how all parents feel towards their children. u would want the best for your own kid. u would scold your kid when he is in the wrong his sake, so that he will learn. u will feel real pain if your children is sad/sick. you will feel sad when your children ignore you...

now i think i understand 1% of how parents feel about their own kids.....agape love....such great love...i guess i have to be a parent to really understand this love......

Saturday, June 18, 2005

black is so boring...my blog is so boring....i cant stand having looking at the same bloggie everyday...so boring...i wanna change...but cant find a nice one....and i have no idea how to write it in html format.....grrr.....who can help me get a nice template?? a free treat awaits....:)

and dear friends...im bored...please ask me out....:D

Friday, June 17, 2005


look how short my hair was~!!!!!! and look how long it has grown~!!! woohoo~!! in a span of less than 2 years.....see~! maintaining your hair well helps it to grow~! ok...i dint maintain it..i just dint cut it...hahaha...im saving up my hair for my 21st birthday~!!!!! dunno how to change it.....cut it? perm it? dye it? add extensions?
and look how much fatter i've grown...singapore is a bad place to lose weight.....all those nice fattening stuffs....just so so tempting...~!
Presenting to you.....MISS GRUMPY PRINCESS~!!! hahaha

hahaha...another pic i came across...o week bash at rouge......wah...i look chao da after all the orientation camps.....realised something amusing.....me and cai both wearing black top, same pose... and have something pink on our wrist~!! hahaha...although her's is an expensive nice watch from seekiat, and mine, a cheap rubberband...muhahaha....

hahaha...just browsing thru my old photos....nice pic...still remembered wat i shock i got when i got my lucky draw prize~!!!! woohooo~!!!!!
from left: abel, jimmy(who looks sooo smart), me(always so pretty and sweet), cailing, amy (i think the makeup we did for you turned out pretty heavy..hahaha), jennifer, eva, jiali, charles(his shirt tucked out like in sajc~! hahah)
went shopping with mummy today....cos mummy says im too lazy lazing around at home....but knowing that if i go out with her == she paying i agreed after lazing in my bed....

wanted to buy this nice laura ashley sliky black pants which was on 80% discount~!!!! u.p: $210. and it kinda fitted nicely and stuffs....but mummy says the pattern at the back make it look as if im exposing my lacy panties....so after trying it on 2 times.....i had to agree....although it was a GOOD bargain....darn....then when to polo raph, SALE again~! so i saw this nice golf polo....tried it on...but it was sleeveless and yeeks....dint look nice....then it was Levis SALE~! but told mummy dont like it when ppl knows my waist....until my waist becomes a flattering 24inch...muhahaha....talk about dreaming of the impossible....

shoppin for clothes were not really fruitful. so mummy bought me a nice waterbottle~! cos i was nagging at her since dunno when to get me a NICE thermal waterbottle...when she kept complaining that we have one at home (which stinks, cos i dint wash it the other time...:P) and yeap~! bought a nice pink bottle....for 27~! U.p: 39...bargain...:D

okies.....nothing much happening in my life.....so the only thing i can blog about is my boring shopping trip...

Thursday, June 16, 2005


yum yum~!!! anyone wanna go with moi?? thanks eva for sharing good stuffs~!!!! i love it when she does thAt~! so when is our next manicure session with the free voucher???:D

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

well, no more sleeping before 12midnight and waking up at 6.30am~! no more having to squeeze up the bus~! no more fighting seats with kiasu aunties~! no more boring work~! no more no more~!

haha, just got a call from agency asking if i could work 7 more days~!!!! are they mad?~! which part of QUIT do they not understand?~! i straight away gave a firm NO! no way i am going to go back to that viscious cycle~! no way~!

it feels nice lazing around at home...going grocery shopping with mummy(meaning buying anything i want) ....watching dvds...blogging....surfing....*yawn* all these sound so boring and lifeless.....so, my dear great friend over in australia motivated me to lose weight~! yes u siting~! its u girl~!!!! she and here sister lost sooooo much weight i was so so so so so very inspired~!!!! starting july, i will go work out with u~! and my strict diet plan start as of....ermmm...tomorrow? haha... being inspired, i immediately dressed up...and went down to have a nice game of squash~! woohooo~! its sure tiring...some auntie came and join me...and she taught me how to play it properly. it was real intense....she was good...previous bball player....we played for around an hour or so...and she still wanted to carry on~!!! i said i had enough and went up....

in the evening, after dinner, hungry for more exercise, i decided to go down for a swim~! after that suana....wooohooo...it felt great....:)

now, it doesnt feel that great anymore....my whole body is aching real bad....my right arm especially....booo....so today just accompanied mummy to bt timah plaza for....GROCERY SHOPPING~!! MnMs came up with this Mazing bar~~!! pretty nice...well, im a chocolate lover, so any kind of decent chocolate goes for me...although Godiva and Sins will really melt in my mouth...

Korea vs Kuwait: later tonight. world cup qualifying round. im sure all my fellow handsome soccer players will do us proud~!

dont u find soccer players ooooh so sexy and nice?~! they got the best built~! and their stamina......running around the soccer field for like 45 *2 mins aint easy u know....and all those practisez in the sun makes their skin ooooh....nicely tanned or well, maybe a little too dark. but they are still so hunkylicious~! but how come singaporean soccer players are so thin?? okies, must start searching for a cute scoccer player~!!

and.....i really wanna go germany for world cup 2006.....but i bet its gonna be damn costly~!!! i heard a ticket for a match can cost like 100 bucks~!!! for hundred bucks, i would rather watch it outside the stadium...but all the energy and all the urmp~!!!!! i cant find the perfect word to describe it~! i bet its gonna be a blast and a damn great experience~!!!!! but i know nuts about german....at least i know a little french like PIZZA, FERRARI....OH~! is mercedes benz german??????? hahaha.....and this year korea team aint that good.....

oh yeah~! mummy bought 2 books for me today. she says i read too little books. or no books in fact. if its books that i want, she says she can pay for me...how i wish she can just pay for my clothes and shoes..... well, she said reading helps one cultivates patience and serenity and discipline and blah blah blah.....i doubt so.....some lians love reading books....i dont see them being serene or disciplined. well, i bought 2 dan brown books. The Da Vinci Code (stoopid merv dont wanna lend me~!!! grrr~!!!) and Angels and Demons. i think pretty interesting books. well, will try to read them....

i realized that the tube top i bought from topshop, got a hole~!!! or did i make the hole??? grrr...... gotta go get it fixed....

Monday, June 06, 2005

finally...im out of job. is that supposed to be good or bad? i feel reliefed but at the same time, i will feel lost and uneasy without anything to do... sigh......i worked pretty hard and only got $690. minusing off cpf and stuffs, i will be happy if i get $600. this money is really hard earned. waking up as early as 6.15am to get to work. travelling 4hrs to and from from work place. having to flip the dictionary non-stop and wreaking my brain to find an appropriate way of phrasing my sentences. really really my sweat and my pride.

i have learnt much from this working experience. working in a mnc. learning self-control, independence, self-motivation, learning how to be responsible. learnt to appreciate the korean language more. feel pretty disgraceful of being a korean but yet my korean language is so lousy. although i grew up in singapore, i still feel very patriotic for my motherland....REPUBLIC OF KOREA aka COREA.....i dont really give a damn watching singapore soccer. so wat if they win/ lose? non of my business. but i feel damn passionate when watching Korea play. winning and losing means alot. no money no betting involved. pure heart, pure patrioticsm ( or watever way u spell that)

finding my roots. where do i begin? i gave up korean church for a local church cos the korean bible was so hard to comprehend. although no i dont even attend church. okies, im feeling a little guilty. i know God exists and stuffs but there are really too many doubts. and sometimes i see hypocritic christians, it just turns me off. and i wonder if those people i respect are just being a sunday christian or just acting good infront of others cos of obligations and stuffs. i believe there is heaven and hell. or do i believe cos i have been indoctrinated since young? is religion just a way of life. something our pre-historic ancestors made up just so as to be a better person and this so-called tradition is being passed on? it seems all religion teaches us the same thing. all to be a better person. i dunno....

my mind is so messy and my entry is so incoherent.

turning 21 soon. dont wish to enter adulthood with no achievements to my name.

i try to love the world more each day. but it gets real hard after a long tiring day at work and when people talk oh-so-loudy in the bus, when im trying to have a mini nap. really hate it when they talk so so so loudy over the phone or with their friends. and they talk on and on for hours! it doesnt help when some of them have real headachy voices. tolerance....

3 things i have learnt:
1. tolerance
2. responsibility
3. love

talking about responsibility. i really lack it. i always have this heck care attitude. maybe cause i am afraid of facing the consequences. i really shrink resposibilities at time. daddy mummy used to scold me...but now, its self-learning time. there is a limit to what others can teach u. self-realisation is the key. looking at me quitting my job just like tat show how responsible i am. well, the thing is....i have completed my job. so....its like technically i dint quit. haha.....in fact it ended earlier then planned.

600 bucks. it may sound like shit to some....but im really gonna treasure it. most probably save it? ermmmm.....seeing my shopping habits and my whole long wish list, i doubt so.

okie. time for job search again. dunno what jobs they have. working is real tough. i shall enjoy my student life while it lasts